I think it would be more painful later
confused with everything I'm thinking
right? wrong? no one knows for sure
sad. not known how my heart now
want to be angry? for whom?
want to cry? for what?
hopefully all things were not like now
only God who could change it now
too much pressure. tired of everything
want to go. go away so far away. not habited place
no one understands my feelings, even the closest people do not understand what I mean
want to scream. removing all the burden of thinking
too sick to hurt people who I love
needs many time to heal the wounds of my heart
God.. please take me, if indeed it would be more painful