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Love

so amazing

~\^o^/~

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Perfectly lonely

when i write this post, this the last saturday night in the 2010 year
no friends, no boyfriend, no family and it means... 'nothing special' 
chatting and texting. yaps, that's what i doing in this night


(John Mayer - Perfectly Lonely)
***
nothing to do, nowhere to be
a simple little kind of free
nothing to do, no one to be
and that's all i need


and this is not to say
there never comes a day
i'll take my chances and start again
and when I look behind
on all my younger times
i'll have to thank the wrongs
that led me to a love so strong
***


that song is trending for me and my friends now and be the backsound if we're togethers
and feels so fully with pain, sadness, disappointment, annoyed. oh seems so sad
keep fight my gurls, and keep rock \m/

Twins's day

Happy birthday for

Deasy Tiara

Danty Intani

prepare for the simple party

wishing you have a magical birthday and forever young :)

happy birthday our twins, hope you'll get the best of the best

we love you

Ambiguous

Silence to thingking.
Sometimes, I feel so useless because yes that's what I felt at that time or even now
Need. Yes I really need them here. Do they know that? Do they conscious? May be not yet or even may be they wont ever feel like what that I'm feels now. Nobody knows
Understanding. I need understanding. I had been trying to understand all people around me but I haven't felt it. I do not know what to do block the indifferent attitude toward the pleasure of others. fun with friends also I need. in this situation is only 'understanding' that I really want. yes oke, understand other people was difficult, especially if he/she is doing something that different with our hope. yes it's really difficult but it can be not difficult if we trying and conscious

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About girl

In this world, there is girl

Quotes

Tonight feels so quiet. Everyone busy with their activities

Finally, this time resulted some photos of quotes which comes from my heart

For my mine, its for you :')

Christian's Day

Finally, 11 December was came

Happy 16 years old my lovely Christian Richard

And now, we're has same age :D

First ..

at 22.00

C : 'Ntar malem aku telfon ya?'

A : 'Gamau telfonan, mau tidur cepet'

C : '..........................................' 
(gada balesan dan trnyata udah tidur duluan)

at 00.00

A : (Nelfon)

C : 'Haaaaaaaa?'

A : 'Selamet ulang tahun Christian. Semoga uasnya sukses. Semoga bulungan cupnya sukses. Amin'

C : 'Hemmmmm'

A : 'Bangun sih! Lagi ulang tahun juga'

C : 'Iya iyaaa'

A : 'Ngantuk bgt ya?'

C : '............................................' 
(gada suara dan ternyata tidur dlm keadaan telfon msh nyambung)

Second ..

Gue ngatur rencana sama temen2nya, and then >>

telor

tepung

kopi

kecap

itu semua hadiah buat dia, kasian sebenernya tapi gue ketawa ngeliat dia kaya gitu, bukan karna gue seneng dia susah, tapi gue seneng aja ngeliat dia yg biasanya bersih tp skrg belepotan

Happy birthday my Christian

Best wishes for you :)

And here, I realized that

I really love him :*

And the last
happy birthday Christian Richard. Hope you'll be the best for your family, your friends, and for me :)

Nothing

Nothing. Nothing special. Nothing happened

Malem minggu. Kelabu. Menunggu

Sekarang tiap malem minggu Christian latihan basket. Gue emang harus pengertian. HARUS!!

Sempet emosi tapi ini demi dia juga. Hobby dia yg emang harus gue hargain. Dia latihan basket dari abis magrib. Alhasil.. Gue kesepian. Mungkin sedikit geli bacanya tapi itu emang kenyataannya. Ngga smsan sampe sekitar jam 10an. Dia pulang, gue tidur. Terkesan jahat tapi emang gue udah ngantuk dan ketiduran, bukan sengaja tidur. Niatnya mau telfonan tapi gagal. Paginya dia nelfon gue. Akhirnya gue cerita-cerita sama dia. 07.00 s/d 11.00. Emosi gue kebayar tuntaaaassss luuunnnaaasss :D

Sorenya, lagi-lagi gue yg harus me-nung-gu. Latihan basket (lagi). Kali ini emang ngga malem latihannya, tapi malem ini gue udah bilang gamau smsan selama uas. Nyelesain tugas tik biar gue ngga ngerasain apa yg gue rasain malem sebelumnya. Post disini juga jadi pilihan setelah tugas gue selesai. Lets fight my boy, come on write our dream on our deep heart, try it so we can do it! Trust me and I'll trust you ~(*-*)~

Spirit

 try it so you can do it!

try it so you can do it!

try it so you can do it!

try it so you can do it!

try it so you can do it!

*no name*

exClass

X-8

P.O.S.T.E.R

*Pudel Of Smansa Territorial Eternal Radiance*

Simple video which I would watch if I've got the missing feel with them

Enjoy it!

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So that, I really love my self with all I had

Happy nomi's day

26 Oktober 2010

Happy birthday.. Nomi

Happy birthday.. Nomi

Happy birthday ....

Happy birthday ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NOMI

Happy birthday my besties, Nomi :)

May be we couldnt give you something what you want, but here we are :)

Happy birthday our besties, Fadlinatin Naumi

Wish you all the best

We love you more than you know

6 perkara

Sabtu, 16 October 2010. Hari yg menurut gue abstrak bgt. 

Dari pagi udah ngga beres. Mulai dari bangun kesiangan >> tes seni budaya didepan kelas orang lain >> dibagiin nilai uts >> disuruh langsung pulang >> ntn dvd sampe sore menjelang magrib >> gaboleh keluar walopun cuma didepan rumah. Mungkin ada yg nganggep ini biasa, tapi biasanya gue ngga diperlakukan kaya gini. (1) Bangun kesiangan akhirnya gue ngga sarapan dan dari malem gue ngga makan. (2) Tes seni budaya di kelas 11 ips 2, siap ngga siap harus tampil, akhirnya gue bareng anak sekelompok tampil sebisa kita, ntahlah nilainya gimana karna gurunya juga ngga ngasih tau. (3) Dibagiin nilai uts, naaah ini yg paling gue gasuka, nilai gue ngga sesuai harapan bgt, nilai mepet-mepet dan gue gatau harus ngomong apa ke bokap biar dapet tnda tangan dia tanpa disertai amarahnya, gue emg sadar kalo gue terlalu santai untuk uts kali ini, gue juga sadar kalo ini wajar didapet buat seorang anak yg menyadari pentingnya belajar tp belom bisa melaksanakan seperti gue ini. Nyesel udah biasa tapi ada juga rasa kecewa buat point 'kejujuran'. Gue ngga muna kalo gue juga perlu bantuan temen seruangan buat ngerjain soal yg gue dapet tapi entah knpa gue ngga ngerasa ada keadilan. Ya mungkin gue terlalu -thingking tapi ini bukan cuma gue yg ngerasa. Ya itu sih gada yg tau dan gue jadiin ini pelajaran aja mudah-mudahan ini bisa jadi penyemangat buat gue. (4) Baru pulang nyokap gue nelfon. Tumben bgt. Gue disuruh pulang, katanya kalo mau main dirumah gue aja, gabiasanya bgt kaya gini. (5) Akhirnya gue mutusin pulang cepet. Dengan membawa nomi sama ndew beserta dvd yg udah disiapin untuk ditonton. Nyalahin laptop, buka cemilan, matiin lampu, leyeh-leyeh sambil ntn dvd. Kamar berantakan juga gue ngga peduli, yg gue pikirin cuma "gmna caranya gue ngehibur diri". Gue ga mikirin apa2 selain hapfun sama mereka. Lumayan ngehibur karna gue emg lagi butuh hiburan. (6) Dari pagi bokap udah blg kalo gue gaboleh main. Dan hari itu gue kangen sama Christian, wajar dong ya. Kalo gue boleh main, gue pgn main sama dia tapi sayangnya sampe malem pun bokap gue ga berubah pikiran buat ngasih ijin gue main. Yaudah, gatau diri juga gue kalo main terus tapi ngasih raport bayangan uts yg bisa dibilang sangat suram. Bukannya gue ngga brsyukur tapi gue kecewa sama tingkah gue sendiri yg selalu pgn main tapi gabisa bagi waktu. Gue anteng didepan laptop malem itu. Lupa makan dan gue ngga ngerasa laper. Dari hasil kegalauan malem itu gue punya foto-foto baru yg diambil dari webcam gue

6 perkara hari itu bikin gue ngerasa dapet byk pelajaran. Dan harapan gue, semua itu ngga terulang lagi

Cobra's day

Jumat, 8 October 2010

Aisy's home

 

assa, nomi, ndew, icha, wina, ami, aisy

kami bukan kumpulan anak-anak yg disebut 'genk' tapi kami hanya teman atau bahkan sahabat yg punya satu tekad yg sama dan hal itulah yg ngebuat kami suka main bareng

Dengan modal pakaian seadanya dan properti yg didapat saat itu juga, kami bergaya didepan kamera yg berdiri diatas tripot. Dengan bermacam-macam ekspresi yg bisa dikeluarkan, kami keluarkan sesuai mood masing-masing

Ini kegilaan yg terjadi pasca ulangan tengah semester Fisika dan Ekonomi

 

Thanks God, I had them to made my life so random but i could found my happiness

Midtest !!!

Oktober. Tepatnya tgl 4 gue udah midtest. First midtest on the second class of senior high school. Hard fighting! Ruang 9. Gue bakal berjuang di ruang 9 bersama ke-15 temen gue lainnya. Chairmate? ah siapa aja deh, gue cuma pgn siapapun temen duduk gue nanti dialah orang yg bisa diajak kerjasama, syukur2 bisa bantuin gue ngerjain juga tapi kayanya itu keinginan yang terlalu muluk2.

1 bab. 2 bab. Mayoritas segitu materi yg diperuntukkan buat midtest. Belom semuanya gue kuasain hampir disemua mata pelajaran. Dari beberapa sub-bab, paling gue cuma paham yg umum2nya dan yg dikuasain semua org jadi itu ga spesial bagi gue.
Ngelengkapin catetan udah gue mulai dari beberapa minggu yg lalu. Buku catetan Via sangat membantu kelengkapan catetan gue, makasih banget buat Via muahmuahmuah :*

For you who also will midtest at 4 oktober, keep trying to do your best and praying to God :)

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Cause you're only one for my heart 

Hourly I was humming your name 

Rising from the bottom of my soul 

I'll hold you until my times out 

Sweet, when you said it all to me 

Time that unites us until like this moment 

If you missed me, I'm actually more than that

 Age was always the case, but not for me 

No name except your name in my heart

for my especially boy ♥

First month

Different than usual. The first month, I'm happy with the simplicity of which he gave to me. All that he provided during this month, made me really felt the difference which extraordinary

Age doesn't matter. Older can be comfortable or not. The peer can also be match or not. And same with the younger. Younger doesn't mean he couldn't be more mature, that I has proved on 29 September 

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awalnya aku melihat dirimu

sepertinya jantungku berdetak kencang

mengalir cepat darah dalam tubuhku

inilah wujud perasaanku padamu

lukislah namaku diatas kanvas putih hatimu

ingin ku dengar kau memanggil namaku

akulah dia yang kau cari selama ini

percayalah aku akan selalu ada untukmu

♡ ♡ ♡

by : My beloved Christian ♡