Ambiguous

Silence to thingking.
Sometimes, I feel so useless because yes that's what I felt at that time or even now
Need. Yes I really need them here. Do they know that? Do they conscious? May be not yet or even may be they wont ever feel like what that I'm feels now. Nobody knows
Understanding. I need understanding. I had been trying to understand all people around me but I haven't felt it. I do not know what to do block the indifferent attitude toward the pleasure of others. fun with friends also I need. in this situation is only 'understanding' that I really want. yes oke, understand other people was difficult, especially if he/she is doing something that different with our hope. yes it's really difficult but it can be not difficult if we trying and conscious